My ultimate

A few weeks ago, I was talking with Ben, Hannah, and Adam. We were in the basement probably watching some awesome show. Ben was talking about his ultimate girl (one he has known for years from school) when Adam was prompted to ask me, "Who is hottest guy you have ever come across?" Without hestitation I knew my answer and said it way too fast- Derek Ress. I think I hurt his feelings a bit but I knew his answer certainly wouldn't me. Am I justifying my answer? I will say that most times, I don't intentionally hurt people. Hurting people intentionally is something I have tried to steer clear of because it's such passive-aggressive behavior. It's cowardly and it's a slap in the face. I am sure there are people who think I do things intentionally to hurt them, but I can assure you, that is not who I am. But like I said, I am not perfect and I do things sometimes which do hurt others. Sorry, that was a tangent.

Derek Ress. Yes. He was yummy. If you knew him, you would think so too. Take the good looks of Brad Pitt and multiply them by 2. Then add some Red Vines and Dr. Pepper and you have a complete package. Yes, that was him. I think hearing that he was hotter than Brad Pitt had Adam discounting my accuracy. But I assure you, opinions aside- I KNOW I AM RIGHT. I wish I had a picture of him. Maybe that would be detrimental to my relationship with my future husband but at least then my credibility would be established to such a degree that you would believe me in any future circumstance. BELIEVE ME- he was that good looking. But I would pass up that 2x Brad Pitt Derek Ress any day for someone who will treat me with respect, acceptance, and love. Remember that Brad.

Amy xoxo

"Sleep To Dream Her"
by Dave Matthews Band

I know I'll miss her later
Wish I could bend my love to hate her
Wish I could be her creator
To twist her arms now

She stares up at the stars when
The stars fell from her hair then
I bent down to collect them
And then she was gone

Oh, I sleep just to dream her
I beg the night just to see her
That my only love should be her
Just to lie in her arms

Oh, I came there to find out
Find out she'd made up her mind, oh
My arms are all tied up
To me she was blind

This space between us
Where wingless dreams fall earless
Will you not bear me witness
With your back to me now

It seemed so unnerving
Still somehow deserving
That she could hold my heart so tightly
And still not see me here, oh

Oh, I sleep just to dream her
Beg the night just to see her
That my only love should be her
Just to lie in her arms

I know I'll miss her later
Wish I could bend my love to hate her
Wish I could be her creator
To be the light in her eyes