I have felt the repeat of the circle. It's as Susan says, everything comes full circle. In 2005, I graduated with my Associates degree. I remember driving back to Phoenix with my Mom and all of my stuff. It was an epic trip filled with many memories. You know the best part? I had days to talk with my Mom. I remember her tucking me in every night. every. single. night. She sang to me on all of our family trips. She rocked me when I was a bitty thing. She always fought for me and always had my back in any situation because she knew I would never lie to her. never. She would play with my hair those nights I couldn't sleep and warm milk didn't do the trick. And sometimes I wish I had my Mom here. Just to talk. But I know that's why she isn't here. I am supposed to find comfort in turning to my Heavenly Father because she is just like him- they are always near and they never turn away from me.
Like I was saying, in 2005... I felt like there were only two ways which I could make a significant change in my life- marriage or a mission. Now, six years later- almost to the day- I find myself falling into that same feeling. And this time, I choose to go to on a mission. Heavenly Father knows what is right for me to do. I've made my choice and it's in his hands now.
Amy xoxo
"Left Only With Love"
by Smog
I'm left only with love for you
You did what was right to do
And i hope you find your husband
And a father to your children
'Cause I'm left only with love for you
You did what was right to do
And I hope you find your husband
And a father to you children
When I lost you
I lost my family
You did what was right to do
And I hope you find your husband
And a father to your children
'Cause I'm left only with love for you
You did what was right to do
An I hope you find your husband
And a father to your children
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