Peanut butter and Jelly

I had a bit of a lazy day today. It was my day off. I left the dog Snickers in Draper and headed back up to my SLC home. I needed to grab some different clothes because I have been wearing the same outfits day in and day out. They are starting to smell, smelly cat.

Can I mention one of my favorite interactions with Adam? LUNCH TIME! We usually head out for about an hour and then he gets back to work, but I'll tell you what! I look forward to that interaction above most. But that's not very fair of me to rate our lunches because about 99% of our interactions are positive and wonderful and uplifting. We don't fight. like. ever. I can't say I haven't cried over him or become frustrated at times, but I can genuinely tell you that I am happy and I am happy a lot of the time because he is in my life. Of course I would continue to be happy without him if that had to be the case but I can tell you from two different perspectives that life without Adam is hard and something I don't want to undertake. It's hard for a lot of reasons but mostly because it isn't as sweet. Have you ever tried to eat a PB&J without the Peanut Butter? Gross. No thank you.

You are the Peanut butter to my jelly.

Amy xoxo

"Sleep Alone"

by Bat For Lashes

You know my darling, I can't stand to sleep alone
No sweetheart in the dark to call my own
You're my own, you're my own, I can sing it, I can groan
But the darkness is a stranger and I'm lonely, lonely, lonely, low

Last night's parties and last nights horrorshow
Smiling and whirling and kissing all I know
Give my soul, give my soul, sing it free across the sea
A lonely spell to conjure you, but conjure hell is all I do

Lonely, lonely, lonely, 'cause my mama told me
The dream of love is a two hearted dream
Lonely, lonely, lonely, 'cause my mama told me
The dream of love is a two hearted dream

They say for every high high there must be a low, low, low, low, low
From every sun ascending a lonesome moon will grow, grow, grow, grow
Drive my heart, drive my heart, into the fire of a burning heart's desire
A lonely spell so you be seen, do you hear me coming in my blue dream?

Lonely, lonely, lonely, 'cause my mama told me
The dream of love is a two hearted dream
Lonely, lonely, lonely,
The dream of love is a two hearted dream