September 30th

September is a special month for me. It marks the start of my favorite season and times in my life where I felt a rebirth. I had a rebirth in 2009 escaping Tyson in a very physical awakening and again in 2010 when I had a spiritual awakening and came back to church 100%. This year in September marks a special time because I found out the why of my life. There are many questions but I feel like there are a lot of answers if I am willing to do the work in order to find them and understand the why behind them.

Amy xoxo

"Guns And Horses"

by Ellie Goulding

You're so quiet
But it doesn't phase me
You're on time
You move so fast, makes me feel lazy

And let's join forces
We've got our guns and horses
I know you've been burned by every fire is a lesson learned

I left my house
I left my clothes
Door wide open
Never knowing
You're so worthy, you are

But I wish I could feel all it for you
I wish I could be it all for you
If I could erase the pain
And maybe you'd feel the same
I'd do it all for you
I would

Let's tie words
'Cause they amount to nothing
Play it down
Pretend you can't take what you've found
But you found me
On a screen you sit permanently

I left my house
I left my clothes
Door wide open
Never knowing
You're so worthy, you are

But I wish I could feel all it for you
I wish I could be it all for you
If I could erase the pain
And maybe you'd feel the same
I'd do it all for you
I would

It's time to come clean
And make sense of everything
It's time that we found out who we are
Cause when I'm standing here in the dark
I see your face in every star

But I wish I could feel all it for you
I wish I could be it all for you
If I could erase the pain
And maybe you'd feel the same
I'd do it all for you
I would
I'd do it all for you, I would

Ps Everything I have done has been worth it