Your hand in mine

I really was a hardcore bum today. This whole not working every day thing is not cool. You would think it's a treat, but it's a pain. The older I get, the more I realize that I function with a structured schedule with a bit of flexibility rather than working whenever between 10-7. I say flexibility because if I need to go to the post office, I want to be able to leave for 5 minutes and not have to clock out.

Sorry this post is kinda dumb (like most of them) but it's a simple update about me! I guess that's kinda why you came here right?

Something interesting about my day? I have been craving applesauce all day. I have strawberry flavored applesauce in my fridge right now...

Ah, it's so great! This coupled with some cold, filtered water is the best! I have been trying to drink more water lately and I think I am doing a pretty good job. I have a headache pretty much every day now and I think out of the many reasons of things to choose from that it has a lot to do with my water intake.

I had a really good night though. I got to hear Ally Condie of the Matched series speak about her second book, I ate dinner with Adam who said he invited himself along but we all know Adam's company is as good as or maybe even better than most people's. We understand each other on a level most people don't and I think that creates a gap in a feeling such as loneliness... even though Adam won't admit that. He doesn't have to. I guess that is the beauty of a relationship which doesn't always have to communicate in words. No matter how messed up it is.

I admit, it's going to be hard for another guy to surpass what Adam had to offer me. I admit that there is this imaginary bar and most guys don't come close to that and this is why I have trouble imagining something greater than what I feel is a very high standard. I don't believe in absolutes though. I believe in working hard and being patient. I think those two things have great outcomes with my name written all over them.

This song is kind of annoying but I think that is what is so appealing about it tonight.

I also like "Your Hand in Mine" by Explosions in the Sky but there are no words...

"Cat Claw"
by The Kills

It's time to stand up our fingers from the bell
Tell me sugar how you felt now
Come on sugar, tell now
Can't stand your face until it took off
I wouldn't give a f* but the love here is such a long walk
If this all goes well you won't have nothing
So tell you dead wrong, dead wrong
And now you're long gone
Hang out for minute and re-think
Question, tell me what she'd done
Just one, cause I can't see nothing

So, one, two and
You got it, I want it!
You got it, I want it!
You got it, I want it!

You got it, I want it!
You got it, I want it!
You got it, I want it!

Got my hand caught in a cat claw, scream!
On everyone's that time looks around, they're talking trees, you know
Never know who's coming, might easy be me, you know
Give up for my love, cause that's too much, fuck!

So, one, two and...
You got it, I want it!
You got it, I want it!
You got it, I want it!

You got it, I want it!
You got it, I want it!
You got it, I want it!

Oh...

It's time to stand up our fingers from the bell
Tell me sugar how you felt now
Come on sugar, tell now
Can't stand your face until it took off
I wouldn't give a fuck but the love here is such a long walk

So, one, two and...
You got it, I want it!
You got it, I want it!
You got it, I want it!

You got it, I want it!
You got it, I want it!
You got it, I want it!